Monday, March 27, 2006


This is an ultrasound of Monkey, in utero. I used to call her Skeletor, as I'm sure you can see why. =) I saw this (it sits on our desk) and just started thinking about when I was pregnant with her. I can't believe that in 4 short months she's going to be 5 years old. She started out the size of a grain of sand...that just totally blows my mind. It makes me wonder about all that I'll experience with this next pregnancy (not there yet). I thought about blogging my way through the 'trying to conceive' process. But I don't know if I want everyone to know right when I get pregnant. Having had a miscarriage the last time, I think I might want to keep it to myself until I pass that 'tricky' stage. I know it would be good to have the support if it did happen, but Hunny is really good at that kind of stuff. It was really hard to hear, "I'm sorry," or "Everything happens for a reason," over and over again. I don't know if I want to do that again. But on the other hand, that did show me how much people care (I hate being able to see both sides of EVERYTHING.) I'm very scared of having another miscarriage, not pleasant (even as early as I had it) and I totally feel for those ladies that have them farther along (Heathers). I can't imagine it and it scares me to death that I won't have to imagine it, that'll it'll happen to me. Though I think it would be fun to keep everyone updated on our progress. So, right now I'm 6DPO (6 Days Past Ovulation). We had two shots of getting pregnant in the 'fertile phase'. This second phase of waiting, basically, can last 12-16 days. If my temps stay up for 18 days or more than I'm pregnant. I'll keep you posted. Sorry if that was too much info for anyone (especially you Rand.) Talk to you all again soon.


momofallboys said...

I feel ya, it is so weird to think about it. I hate that i can't get on here everyday to chat with ya.

Heather said...

I am praying for you Kim!!! Love reading your blog!!