Thursday, August 17, 2006

Downhill...

Why is it that when the husbands away...everything goes down hill? I feel like crap most of the time he's gone. I don't want to get up in the morning, I don't want to get dressed or shower. I don't want to do my hair or makeup. I feel frumpy and ugly. The first week wasn't too bad, I was exercising...feeling okay. But this week has just sucked! I don't feel sad, just like there's no point. I know that I'd feel better if I made the effort, but I can't seem to get myself to do it. We haven't been down to the pool lately, maybe I need more sun?! I don't really like feel this way. I know it's probably because I'm PMSing that I'm feeling this way.
I just gotta start doing the stuff. Getting up, exercising and getting showered and dressed everyday. Right away, first thing in the morning. Maybe I'll start that tomorrow morning. Maybe it'll help me feel better. Thanks for listening to me pout.

4 comments:

Beth said...

Umm, my husband isn't gone, and I feel like that everyday. I always want to sleep in, I rarely actually WANT to shower, and I couldn't tell you the last time I exercised (except for yoga). But that's just because I'm a schlub. And we all know you're not a schlub.

I'm sorry that you're feeling so down. PMS is a horrible, horrible thing. And I'm sure that's all it is. Give it a couple days (or pop a Midol or two) and you'll be fine.

I LOVE YOU!!!

Anonymous said...

what the heck is a schlub?!

Heather said...

:( I will pray for you woman. Evening Primrose oil gets me through those hormonal slumps. LOL schlub...I like it.

*Tanyetta* said...

ohhhhhhh sounds like me. i need to get on my mission. i know :)